Newsflash: you're not special. I told you it was a hard truth.
Let me tell you a secret about experiencing the miraculous in life: Declare a goal, something big, something that scares the shit out of you, and then commit to deliver on it, even if you have no idea how you're going to do it.
If you want to create change in your life, strive first to accept the way you are now.
As it happens, I've been in and out hospitals a lot in my life . . . It's part of what inspired me to become a nurse.